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“Alright, Johnson,
put the book away. It’s nearly lock up time. You’ve got fifteen
minutes to get back to your cell and settle down.”
The old wooden
chair creaked as Barry levered himself up to do as he was told, and
replace the book he had been reading on the appropriate shelf in
the prison library.
“You seem to spend
every moment you can here in the library, Johnson. What do you find
so interesting?”
“For the moment,
anything and everything,” responded Barry. “I’m barred from
practicing my profession, Mr. Hughes, and I have to study something
new so that I can work again when I get out.”
“And what would
that be?”
“That’s the
problem. I’m not sure. With a prison record lots of doors will be
closed to me. Seven years of study have gone down the drain, plus
more than that building up a business. All lost through my own
stupidity.”
Prison Officer
Hughes watched Barry leave the library. He had long since stopped
feeling sorry for the prisoners in his charge, but he did recognize
their moods, and Barry was very low.
Barry flinched as
the iron door clanged shut, the sound echoing throughout the
prison, followed by the icy metallic rattle of keys as one of them
turned in the lock. He lay on his bunk in his prison cell staring
sightlessly at the bright light in the ceiling. His confinement in
this tiny clinical space, devoid of all comfort, had numbed both
his mind and his body to the point that he was almost insensitive
to the harshness of his surroundings, but not quite. If he ever
reached the point where he became immune, unmoved by the
artificial, brutal environment in which he was forced to live, he
knew that he would be on the first step to losing his mind
He was neither
asleep nor fully awake, but in his semi-comatose state Barry could
still recall, as he often did, the words used by the judge whilst
sentencing him. ‘We see here an example of how greed for wealth and
power feeds on human weakness, often leading normally decent
people, such as the prisoner before us, into a world where crime,
corruption, blackmail, violence, and sometimes even murder are
commonplace. Some of its victims disappear without trace, whilst
others survive the nightmare of their visit to the darker side of
life with a debt to pay to society in compensation for their sins.’
The cell had been
his home for almost a year. He shared it with Joe Brannigan, a
vulgar, uneducated man imprisoned for robbery with violence. He had
severely injured a bank security guard with an iron bar, whilst
trying to get away with the money. Joe was the type who started
snoring the moment he fell asleep. He was snoring now. When he had
first been put into this cell Barry had risked waking up Brannigan
to complain about the noise. Brannigan had simply turned his head,
opened one eye, glared at him contemptuously, and said, “Piss off.”
The day that Barry
had been convicted and sentenced, he had hoped that he would be
sent to a modern low-security prison somewhere in the country. The
opposite had happened. Bulging prisons meant places were at a
premium, and Barry had found himself confined in an old tired
London prison, where he was in the company of hardened criminals,
constantly wary of falling foul of the more violent characters.
Even the system was corrupt, and amongst the prison staff there
were several dubious characters. If he was lucky, he would have to
suffer his confinement for no more than another three years. If he
was very lucky, he could be out in two. In the meantime he lived in
fear of his surroundings
Beyond the prison
walls his beautiful wife was waiting. She had said she would. Barry
also had two daughters, both grown up and married, and now two
grandchildren, neither of whom he had ever seen. He had even missed
his younger daughter’s marriage. A tear trickled down one cheek as
his defences collapsed, and his thoughts followed what was now a
well-worn track. Intense feelings of mental anguish, overwhelming
regret, and utter frustration poured over him.
Suddenly, the
light in the ceiling started to dim. Another harrowing day was
drawing to a close. The mounting volume of his companion’s snoring
drowned out many of the other prison sounds with which he had
become so familiar. As he succumbed to sleep, Barry was assailed by
images from the past, condemned to relive the events, which had led
him to his present sorry condition. Sometimes, he was able to find
relief in the few moments of pleasure his troubled mind allowed him
when he recalled the happy times of the recent past. The period
before he had lost control of his life, before he had unwittingly
become involved in a murky world, where the search for wealth and
power by any means reigned supreme, when through his own actions he
had put himself and his family in mortal danger. All brought about,
or so he chose to believe, by a chance meeting.
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